People often ask me which one, out of all of my books, is my favorite. It’s a difficult answer (sort of like asking which of your children you favor the most) and I always demur, but the truth is that The Patron Saint of Butterflies is closest to my heart. Not only was it inspired by my own childhood, but writing it helped me to finally recover from the long and arduous path that childhood led me down. They say writing has the power to heal, and this one - at least for me - proved it.
This novel was written in fits and starts over a period of many years. It was inspired by a brief stay at a battered women’s shelter in Long Island, New York, where I lived for three months with my newborn daughter. It was a rough haul, but the women I met at that shelter changed my life, haunting me for years afterward with their heartbreaking courage. It was their voices that demanded to be heard, chronicled and recorded on paper so that I would not forget what it was I had endured, and what I would never again endure in the future.
This book’s protagonist, Lily Sinclair, is loosely based on my oldest daughter, Sarah. Also a fan of decaffeinated coffee and peanut butter, she put up with my incessant need to keep moving into larger, cleaner apartments, and as result, wound up attending several different schools. Lily’s difficulty merging into her new school mirrored my own daughter’s difficulties, and while Sarah managed to do quite well for herself, I realized that it had been a much more painful time for her than she had ever let on. This book was my attempt at trying to reconcile that, and to ask her forgiveness.
I often think that if done right, the setting of a novel can be its own character, replete with nuances and personality that jump off the page as well as any human. That was my hope when I set this book in Poultney, Vermont which over the years, has become a second home to me. My husband’s mother lives there, as does one of my dearest friends, and for the past twelve years my family has spent every summer in Poultney, eating at Perry’s Diner, and swimming at Lake Saint Catherine. Putting the main protagonists, Julia and Sophie, into this bucolic little town not only helped bring them to life for me, but (I hope) introduced another character to the story.
It’s rare that someone outside of my immediate family inspires a book, but this one was definitely kick-started by a student I had while teaching English at Meyers High School. While I took fictional liberties with May’s personal story, I had this girl’s face and eyes in my head the whole time I wrote. Her image accompanied me every day, and demanded that I tell the truth. I find it strange that out of all my books, this one took the least time, but maybe it was because I already had this girl’s voice next to me, whispering in my ear.
The Little Wings series actually bloomed after several disastrous attempts of mine to write a young adult novel about angels. I have always taken solace in the fact that someone or something is watching out for us. Children, especially. The idea for Willa Bean came after a long discussion with my agent, who suggested I try the idea for a younger reading group. I did - and it worked! The series is now planned for six books, to be released over the next two years.
The Little Wings series actually bloomed after several disastrous attempts of mine to write a young adult novel about angels. I have always taken solace in the fact that someone or something is watching out for us. Children, especially. The idea for Willa Bean came after a long discussion with my agent, who suggested I try the idea for a younger reading group. I did - and it worked! The series is now planned for six books, to be released over the next two years.
The Little Wings series actually bloomed after several disastrous attempts of mine to write a young adult novel about angels. I have always taken solace in the fact that someone or something is watching out for us. Children, especially. The idea for Willa Bean came after a long discussion with my agent, who suggested I try the idea for a younger reading group. I did - and it worked! The series is now planned for six books, to be released over the next two years.
Do not tell me the moon is shining; show me the glint of light on broken glass. - Anton Chekhov